Living In A World Full Of Love + Hatred

I've been to hell and back, and frankly speaking, I hate hell. Tried to understand people around me,
but i just could not do that. Aint it funny? Yes~! It does. I've learned that not all of us lucky enough to survived this life. I'm living in a world which is full of love and hatred. Pardon me, but i've left my past life and continue my journey in the search of love. Yeah, i found someone. And seriously we're doing good. We do love each other. Things working out as it supposed to be. Then again when there's love, there will always be hatred. Its like YinYang. Black or white. Good and evil. That sort of things. But with all of my friends around, and that special one by my side, i think i can survive this emptiness which has been surrounded me for awhile now. It is fun to have love all around when the darkside of my life continuosly visits this empty hole of mine. Yet, each and everytime im sad, this someone will always call me. As if she knows that im down. What a coincidence~! Nevermind to go back and forth to Cheras just to pick her up and go out for a walk. Or a movie, or just sitting there beside her and hold her hands. Its just another great day for me.

confessions of a broken heart

Sunday 20th July'08
12.30 PM
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It's been a while since i planned to make my own blog and suddenly when i woke up just now, i instantly turned on my computer and started to create an account. haha funny. but before that i want to make things clear.

1. if the contents in this blog touches your sensitivity and sense, please let me know.
   i will delete it if necessary.
2. what im about to write, comes from me, within my consciousness and most importantly, the principles of honesty.
3. i'll try my best to write it in english as much as i can, furthermore, i'll use bahasa.
4. all of my writings, artworks, thoughts are mine, unless stated. i do not copy~!
   

Confessions of a broken heart.



last night i had a dream.

a dream that makes me think.

why there's still an empty space.

wonders why it hurts so much.



it started with a simple "hello".

but the power of love creates,

the greatest night full of stars.

full of surprises.



a journey that really touched me.

a love story that i could not forget.

a romance i truly appreciate.

a pure and sincere love.



an exciting,

a delightful,

a sensuous,

the most pleasing moment of my life.



i still remember the way,

you lean on me.

the way you hold me
.
the sensations of having you beside me.



but nothing last forever,

even so, memories are there.

to reminds me.

your existence.



i could not sleep.

restlessly lay down on my bed.

thinking of what have i done.

an uncomfortable feelings.



this is a confessions.

of a broken heart.

may this be a lesson.

for you and i.